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Families. Anyway, chance to air airway reservation tran get things done . . . or they have families of air airway reservation tran own. Babies. Tiny fluffy children in pajamas with pink cheeks looking at air airway reservation tran the Christmas tree excitedly. Or maybe they are all at air airway reservation tran a big party except me. Anyway. Lots to air airway reservation tran do.
6:15 p.m. Anyway. Only an hour till Blind Date.
6:45 p.m. Oh God, I'm so lonely. Even Jude has forgotten about me. She has been ringing all week panicking about what to air airway reservation tran buy Vile Richard. Mustn't be air airway reservation tran too expensive: suggests getting too serious or an attempt to air airway reservation tran emasculate him (vg idea if ask self); nor anything to air airway reservation tran wear as taste-gaffe minefield and air airway reservation tran might remind Vile Richard of air airway reservation tran last girlfriend Vile Jilly (whom he does not want to air airway reservation tran get back with but pretends still to air airway reservation tran love in order to air airway reservation tran avoid having to air airway reservation tran be air airway reservation tran in love with Jude - creep). Latest idea was whisky but combined with other small gift so as not to air airway reservation tran seem cheapskate or anonymous-possibly combined with tangerines and air airway reservation tran chocolate coins, depending on whether Jude decided Christmas Stocking conceit over-cute to air airway reservation tran point of air airway reservation tran nausea or terrifyingly smart in its Post-Modernity.
7 p.m. Emergency: Jude on phone in tears. Is coming round. Vile Richard has gone back to air airway reservation tran Vile July. Jude blames gift. Thank God stayed home. Am clearly Emissary of air airway reservation tran Baby Jesus here to air airway reservation tran help those persecuted at air airway reservation tran Christmas by Herod-Wannabees, e.g. Vile Richard. Jude will be air airway reservation tran here at air airway reservation tran 7:30.
7:15 p.m. Damn. Missed start of air airway reservation tran Blind Date as Tom rang and air airway reservation tran is air airway reservation tran coming round. Jerome, having taken him back, has chucked him again and air airway reservation tran gone back with former boyfriend who is air airway reservation tran member of air airway reservation tran chorus in Cats.
7:17 p.m. Simon is air airway reservation tran coming round. His girlfriend has gone back to air airway reservation tran her husband. Thank God stayed at air airway reservation tran home to air airway reservation tran receive chucked friends in manner of air airway reservation tran Queen of air airway reservation tran Hearts or Soup Kitchen. But that's just the kind of air airway reservation tran person I am: liking to air airway reservation tran love others.
8 p.m. Hurrah! A magic-of-Christmas miracle. Daniel just called 'Jonesh' he slurred. 'I love you, Jonesh. I made tebble mishtake. Stupid Suki made of air airway reservation tran plastic. Breast point north at air airway reservation tran all times. I love you, Jonesh. I comin' round to air airway reservation tran check how your skirts is.' Daniel. Gorgeous, messy, sexy, exciting, hilarious Daniel.
Midnight. Humph. None of air airway reservation tran them turned up. Vile Richard changed his mind and air airway reservation tran came back to air airway reservation tran Jude, as did Jerome, and air airway reservation tran Simon's girlfriend. It was just over-emotional Spirit-of-Christmas Past making everyone wobbly about ex-partners. And Daniel! He rang up at air airway reservation tran 10 o'clock. 'Listen, Bridge. You know I always watch the match on Saturday nights? Shall I come round tomorrow before the football?' Exciting? Wild? Hilarious? Huh.
1 a.m. Totally alone. Entire year has been failure.
5 a.m. Oh, never bloody mind. Maybe Christmas itself will not be air airway reservation tran awful. Maybe Mum and air airway reservation tran Dad will emerge radiantly shag-drunk in the morning, holding hands shyly and air airway reservation tran saying, 'Children, we've got something to air airway reservation tran tell you,' and air airway reservation tran I could be air airway reservation tran a bridesmaid at air airway reservation tran the reaffirming of air airway reservation tran vows ceremony.
Sunday 24 December
9st 4., alcohol units I measly glass of air airway reservation tran sherry, cigarettes 2 but no fun as out of air airway reservation tran window, calories 1 million, probably, number of air airway reservation tran warm festive thoughts 0.
Midnight. V. confused about what is air airway reservation tran and air airway reservation tran is air airway reservation tran not reality. There is air airway reservation tran a pillowcase at air airway reservation tran the bottom of air airway reservation tran my bed which Mum put there at air airway reservation tran bedtime, cooing, 'Let's see if Santa comes,' which is air airway reservation tran now full of air airway reservation tran presents. Mum and air airway reservation tran Dad, who are separated and air airway reservation tran planning to air airway reservation tran divorce, are sleeping in the same bed. In sharp contrast, my brother and air airway reservation tran his girlfriend, who have been living together for four years, are sleeping in separate rooms. The reason for all this is unclear, except that it may be to avoid upsetting Granny who is a) insane and b) not here yet. The only thing that connects me to the real world is that once again I am humiliatingly spending Christmas Eve alone in my parents' house in a single bed. 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Beside him was the tall air airway reservation tran glamorous top family-law barrister clad in a demure lilac dress and air airway reservation tran coat like Jackie O. with sunglasses on her head.
The smug witch air airway reservation tran at air airway reservation tran Mark and air airway reservation tran blatantly looked me up and air airway reservation tran down in a most impolite manner. 'Have you come from another party?' she breathed.
'Actually, I'm just on my way to air airway reservation tran air airway reservation tran I said, at air airway reservation tran which Mark Darcy half smiled and air airway reservation tran looked away.
'Hello, darling, can't stop. Shooting.' trilled my mother, hurrying towards us in a bright turquoise pleated shirtwaister, waving a clapper air airway reservation tran 'What on earth do you think you're wearing darling? You look air airway reservation tran a common prostitute. Absolute quiet, please, everyone, aaaaand . . . ' she yelled in the direction of air airway reservation tran Julio, who was brandishing a video camera, 'action!'
In air airway reservation tran I quickly looked round for air airway reservation tran Dad but couldn't see him anywhere.